Art for Sell?

I really don't want to go into the business of being a creator of art for the sake of making money that really pisses me off. Maybe the art I make will be a legit "expression". I really don't want to go down this damn road. I want to make art as it comes, and not like some freaking production line, but honestly things aren't looking pretty. I mean I don't mind selling my art, but I want to be proud of what I create, and sell it for a price that I know the buyer will take care of that art, and it won't end up bloody rotting in someones attic. I really want to create unique powerful abstract works, not a couple of hundred a year, but a couple of dozen at the most. Keep myself in the mode of creativity. Honestly, I am actually more mad at myself than any bank or creditor. At the same time I feel a victim of predators ... leaving me in a situation that sells my soul.